Thought-Wars

**I tell no truths and speak no lies**







May I ask you blog readers something?
Ok, I guess your silence means I will ask away then.
Never have I seen so many thought-wars in the real world.
Everyone is in a constant thought-war with the next person.
You always think your thinking is better then the next person's.

Rather fighting with someone, try to see from inside their own shadow.
Understand your own fight. Why is it that sheeple fight in herds? But by themselves they're lame?
Look around you and you will all see "wars" that is all about you. All around you. Everywhere and anywhere.
Everyone wake up and look.
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Nothing is there but wars on top of wars.
On top of everything, you; Yourself is also at war with many things right now.
That is how, they kept your mind busy, by making it fight wars of not-hing....,
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think about it, everyone. You're all fighting a Thought-War and this war doesn't end, it's an on going never ending task list; Once you find your answer you get another question. Might even be two or three.

Stop and you'll find the answer. Keep, not-heading in the wrong direction. I can only see one path, one goal. Look no further than the step ahead of you. Stop the war now, war solves no problem at all. Thought-war will just bring you more thought-wars.

Free yourself from the wars of endless thoughts going all around you, all over you. Everywhere you open your eyes at. You are all about war. I always say if you love it that much, then why not put a ring on it and marry it.

Leave that thought-war at home, next time you visit me,

Thank You, for not bring your thought-war here.

-DeKn:AnotherThoughtWar-

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Who is New World Order?

How did the New World Order became a concept? That is some facts I would even want to know myself truning something real to something sub-real. Existing in both reality the matter filled world. Our world, and the anti-matter world. Our O.W.N world is what we are being attack by..., a concept that cannot hurt you, but for some odd reason you think it can. Isn't that the greatest illusion they have done so far on us. The next coming one will be something you thought it could never happen, happened. Now I know why you cannot stop those concept but you can make new concepts to follow that will get you out of there bidding and into your own bidding.

The controller of your own world is yourself. Trust in yourselves, because when you are in the real world trust yourselves most of the time and you'll be right most of the time. Take that step when you feel the fear. Fear is just a sign to yourself saying "This feel funny because I haven't done this before"

If you ever encounter that feeling it's a signal for you to take that leap of faith and do that something that you are in fear of. Just try it what is the worst it is going happen? Trust me it can't be that bad I once was in your shoes right now where you have this fear in you. I had the same one also a fear I was fearful about. So you just have to take that step and head out into open water. It is fun trust me if anyone you ever trusted,

trust in me take that leap

What Beauty do we have here?

** I speak in fiction **

Have anyone ever seen beauty before? I think I have tonight. It was beauty from the heart to the real world.

If you have hear(d) the notes I've seen tonight that was playing around inside my head. You will then understand what my world feels like to me, myself.

So who is my church? tonight?

The church tonight for me is in front of you all along but you were just too proud to admitted to seeing it. How do we fix ourselves for the better?

DeKn:TheSoulWriter

The Long Awakening "Year of the Light" 6012A.L.?

** I speak in fiction **

So..., it was one interesting and very meaningful weekend for myself. I was sitting around and suddenly I was hit with the question "Were is our own 'Year of the Light' "? a question pop up in my head.

Did I missed it, or something?

4000 B.C. ago early man saw a new light in the skies... That wasn't there the night before. That was when they called it, the "Year of the Light" So can you imagine being at that time;

6009 years ago,

it was a calm cool night. The wind lightly blew over your exposed skin.

It was a great feeling of soothing cool wind blowing over your skin. Lying on the grassy hill top, taking in deep breath of air, slowly exhaling. Sometime you think you can pick up at least ten different kinds of flower scents mixed into the air you were breathing.

It was very relaxing night lying under a palm tree over looking the valley floor were your home is. Staring at the night skies like you aways did each and every night. For as long as you can remember, taking your first step out your family's house seeing the star for your very frist time. From that day onward you knew something was right. You felt, and knew it. In your heart you were always destine for greatness and you knew it will come soon. You've learn a lot already studying the light from heaven for many years now. Tonight was going to be different tonight was the night that changed everything for yourself.

Your favorite heavenly light would had to been the 'tri-star formation' of light in the heaven. Like aways you spent most of the time studying that particular 'tri-star' formation, tonight was a speical night. Suddenly a bright light flashed from the center of the 'tri-star' that was never there before until tonight. It was that moment everything changed in my life.

2009 A.D. Can we not all feel something, something that no words can describe; it's coming...., the calm before the storm? we are all waiting for our "Year of the Light" I am so excited for what is to come. They did say something about the year 6000 A.L. awhile ago how it was the end of the world coming at 5999 A.L. that midnight rolling over to 6000 A.L. but nothing came no "Year of the light" that year everyone was confused.

So, I've heard or even read about something..., about some light from the centre of the galaxy will be hitting us very soon. Might that be ... our "Year of the Light"? But a lot of signs point YES. So it's now time for us all or...., correction at least the one awake and willing to do it can do so. It was just like then but this time it is now. Now is the time to act. Feel and think 'LIGHT' and the awakening will begin. Be ready or be left behind like the rest...

I've been wondering have any one felt anything?

feeling something calling out there, .... something big .... something you have been waiting for. You've been trainning for this many life times ago and now is the time.

Soon the time will come...

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The world of the matrix is funny I've seen it for what it really is. I saw the code, briefly though; but enough to shock me. Maybe what I've learn is all a lie, my life was just a lie from the day I was born into this matrix. My journey taking the first step has started. I feel like I am reborn again.

My second life.... will be told to me very soon. Slowly unfolding showing me more and more of myself I've never seen before. I never knew I held myself back that much... It was a surprise to myself what I've learn about myself.

The awakening has started, now is the time to ready yourselves for the "Year of the Light" the next step on your very own journey. Time/Space is not the factor anymore. You've move way pass the time/space barrier you're now into something else something greater. Something that you've never thought you would have done a long time ago.

Illuminated,

DeKn:EW

Year of the Light 6012 A.L.

To Be, or Not to Be Addicted? That is the Question?

Addiction is your choice. You were never forced into doing something you didn't want to. You're the only person that control your very own energy no one has that power over your very own energy. So you can say that is the only real ownership you have in this Universe . But they can influence you into choosing something you don't really need but you want it anyways. By using something very basic about yourself, that if you know about it..., you would kick yourself in the ass because it was so easy but you made it out to be so hard.

FEAR

That is it, it was always that, a well placements of fear programs in your system.... or better yet; put it, in your mind. They have the command word setup, so that when you encounter those speical events that is in reality the fear program kicks in and execute itself... to cause you to change course or else you will feel big time fear

....Insert your very own fear here ....
"Mommy..., mommy, I am scare of this man he scares me mommy can you make him go away"

the program will never harm you. What is the number one rule of this world; the LAW of this Universe is I will not cuase harm to myself. So the program can never harm you. You just think that it can so you stay away from it. You are addicted I am sorry to tell you.

You my dear enlightened ones, you're addicted, to simply put it THE FEAR PROGRAamming has you. Have you ever wonder in the real world (I am talking about the place you and I are in NOW!) - RealitY -

Is there a reason for all those horror films that comes out each year? And if you look back more and more of the film are geting more and more..., graphic; the newer the film is the more the graphic imgery there is?




















So why is it so that those newer type of horror movies are so graphic? Because just like any drug addiction the more you use it the more you need to stay in the same level of high you were before when you first started.... and you know what the out come of this is?
At the end we will all O.D.

Then mother earth will get to feast, she is getting hungry she've been only able to sample a bit at a time. Now she wants the main course those

serving up .... 6.9 Billion humons

[This is a ture story, it happen to me today more like this morning. So I was hungry after eating breakfast in the morning this is while I was driving to work. I drove into a Mc Donald's Yes I know please don't say it I know... ok go ahead say it. hehe.
I bought a combo from there, it consisted of 1 egg mcmuffin and 1 hash brown and also 1 orange juice. But that isn't the point here. I hope I haven't lost anyone yet? Ok after eating all those shit I started to drink the juice and you know what?
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What scared the shit out of me..?
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The picture printed on the outside of the cup, and this cup was made for the KIDS it was a happy meal cup. on the cup was printed two pictures of kids showing fear (a picture of this girl opening her mouth like she is screaming at something she just saw scare the shit out of her. And another picture showed a kid looking up at something but had a terrified look in him like he just saw a ghost. Eyes wide open. So now they have cups scaring the shit out of your kids (if you had any)]

"Mommy, Mommy I want that happy meal toy NOW! or I am going to hold my breath until you give me that happy meal toy NOW!"

So they are already programming your humons at a very young age to accept THE FEAR PROGRAamming. Be aware please you have a choice to be Addicted to something or not... it is your choice.

Look at the picture below does that look like someone YOU know?




















"NO! Mommy I want my internet I need my fix Mommy"

[Yes I have to admit it myself also, that I'm also addicted to some things and I love it. I will never give it up for anything.]

So we all have our very own weaknesses, I know what it's about but I hide it very well from myself. And make all the excuses in the world about the addiction isn't there it's just me.

one final word .... to remember by:

To Be, or Not to Be Addicted? That is the Question?

Baaa ..., Baaa cried the sheep

A Sheep cannot save Another Sheep

Because

How do you save someone that doesn't know how to save themselves first?

Answer

You Don't..., So both of you is really saving no one in return by trying to save someone now!

Question?

So why are Sheeps always trying to save another sheep?

UPDATES:

If you haven't noticed already I've been updating my older post correcting things that I see more clearly now, with newer experiences on hand.

Credit Score for Kids?

How cute little smiley dinosaurs on my credit report wow never knew kids can get credit scores now..?

"Mommy can I get my credit score those little dino looks so cute I want the smiley t-rex one please....."

can they?

Are they kidding ?? are they treating adults like little kids now. I guess they have to; seeing that the adults don't seem to know what responsibility is all about all they know is borrow money for that, borrow money for this..., and don't worry about paying it back because we don't have to we are adults.
Look at the picture look like if you have a poor credit rating you get a smilely face dino so it is good to be in the bad haha I mean good as in bad or is it bad as in good.

"Mommy, my head is hurting from all the confusing talks make him stop..."

So what have we learn today? if you don't know the meaning of money then you are treated as a little kid when it comes to money management. Hey be glad at least you got some nice cute dino to look at even though your credit score is shit.... who cares the cutie dino will make everything better then before. Or maybe mommy will kiss it better and it will all go away... in a puff of smoke

"Mommy, mommy that man is making fun or me, make him stop mommy please.... please... I love you mommy"

Ownership? Who the Fuck made that shit up?

Owner-ship of things?

Who the fuck made that shit up?

Whoever it is, they are one fucking genius. How the hell do people belief that they ever own anything in their entire life and worst of all they think they can take it to the after life with them holy shit! we have a lot of dumb ass out there for sure.

I remember when I was very young I saw my mom burning some paper that is folded up to look like gold bars and silver bars then she started to burn them. I ask my mom why she was burning those look alike gold bar and silver bar. She told me "It was for our dead ancestors, so they can have money in the after life" Now thinking about this it seems very very dumb to do a thing like that why would someone dead care about money?

So you have it even dead people need ownership of things I guess they need to buy their flying car in the after life; god forbid that they have to walk to where ever they are planning to go.

So the ownership of things, how the hell did it came about? lets see people land on some unclaim land and they name it and BAM! they owned it. So seems like if you put a name on something you own the item just like if you sign a little piece of paper BAM! you suddenly own the shit. Like holy shit we are born into this world having nothing and we will also go having nothing. In the process of our growing up we were taugh that we have to own things, that concept just thinking about it is mind boggling. It hurts my head just to think about it.

The only reason why we were taugh ownerships of things are worth our while is..., it define who we are and rank us in this (another one of those imaginary thing ranking system) ranking system we all have in our mind.

"Look mommy .... I am the very first one to own this new shiny item, now I am one step closer to being an elite"

they say we have to have this to make ourselves look like we are richer and take us one step closer to what the true elite has just because we own this one item. You know what this makes me think about? like those game puzzle pieces collect them all and win big! so keep collecting and own all the shit that an elite has and you will also become an elite once you own all the billions of things you can never ever own in your life time. The status you get the bling bling the head you turn when you walk by someone because you got that bling bling puzzle piece now you are one step closer to becoming a true elite. So this onwership of things is just getting us to keep collecting things we do not need in the first place I mean you will not die if half of what you own right now in front of you just went out the window. So that is how ownership was born to make us work and work to get that all mighty supreme super prize ..... "ELITE title"

YOU CANNOT BUY THAT TITLE ELITE so don't even try it will just drain your energy... but of course you will still try why not it is just a game out there a game of life.

"Here it is your turn to roll the dice now I already moved I bought a house a 401K house beat that!!"

Cheers

Dekn