A Crystal Dream ....,

** I speak in fiction **

"The dream of snow falling from above; Far above, high over the mountains. Into the heaven above, the crystal dream home of my soul and mind. "

The lesson I've learned tonight was very interesting... It all started this morning when my brother called me:

So I haven't spoken to my brother for over a year now. Today out of the blue my brother calls me up and ask me if I would want to go out and eat with him for dinner. And this is when Zero's post of SAVE YOURSELF by no other then zero himself; On his blog http://zeromessiah.blogspot.com/ what he wrote there affected me by just the words alone. It is very interesting. How I see things so differently now after reading that post. Back to my story here. Normally I would say "NO" to him when he calls me and ask me if we can hang out. Tonight was different, tonight I said "YES" for the first time I took hold of what I fear(I've noticed) the fear becuase I always never or at least thought I never had anything smart to say for myself. So tonight was different I felt alive the whole night was like a dream a crystal dream that will play out like something that is very predictable.

My brother came by and saw how I was dressed, he wanted me to change because the way I was dressed didn't fit into what he want to see me in; A person that stands out because we were going to one of those fancy all you can eat Japanese restaurant. And you know what was so fake about this Japanese restaurant? it wasn't even run by Japanese people it was ran by Chinese people all the wait staff was speaking Chinese. No one was Japanese at all not even the cooks.

Back to the story so he wanted me to change my wears because I looked like a bum. He tried to insault me with that word "BUM" I remember it use to work on me before but tonight I just didn't even heard him say that at all. It was like my mind just sensor that word out.

Oh so my brother..., lets not keep calling him that and we will use his name lets call him Mrak, oh shit did I just call him by his real name? Mark I guess I did and I guess I didn't, who knows. I guess, only I would know. Any who, Mrak ask me to change and I just said "NO" didn't even gave a shit afterward about it. He even out right told me I am not dress for that type of restaurant. I didn't care I was going even if he likes it or not haha. He wanted me to dress like one of those fake rich people looking guy. That was just too bull shit for me that wasn't what I am.

We toke my car, the first thing he said to me when he sat down was, "The music is too louded" I told him in return "You're lucky this isn't loud I even have it way louder than this when I am alone in the car. Man the whole time when he got to my place and going to the restaurant he was bitching at me for everything he didn't like because I didn't fit into the hive he wanted me to be in. This is going to get even more interesting....

We got there and I looked around this place, and man it looked so fancy it looked rich haha at least that is the illusion they want to make you think it is rich therefore they can make you pay whatever price they ask haha. Because it is rich looking so they can charge you whatever they want. It was great just like what DJHives would say "It's fucken beautiful those sheeps think by dinning in a place that looks rich and charge any price they like. The sheeple thinks to themselves that they must be rich or they won't be able to come here to dine." Thats just too much for me I had to hold in my laugher it was so funny. The sheep just cracks me up sometime. Reality is funny I have to say, why oh why ..? during our dinner (the food was so bad it wasn't worth that kind of money they are charging us) my brother was trying to understand me more he was asking me all those questions maybe he was trying to do a bonding thing with me but the question he ask me was so dumb, it was what DJHives said about want-a-be rich people flashing credits everywhere. He keeps asking me questions about money and money this money that and the shit goes on like for the whole dinner. If I had just a dime each time he said that word "money" by the end of dinner, I would be rich with lots of money myself. So I pull one of those Dante_Altair experiment about bacteria on him telling him what he is. I really fuck him up with that one I was able to get him to think like me saying shit like we're just all bacteria. Man I think I really mind fuck him bad. He was confuse and stop his questionsing on me for a bit.

The questioning continue with more about money this and money that, again... So for the finial thing to shut him up big time and really fucked with his mind was. I pulled a U.G. Krishnamurti moves on him with the anti-guru guru shit on him. That I had to say did it fucked his mind up big time. I reverse all his questions back to himself. I have to say if you really want to mess anyone of those sheep up and system over load them do a U.G.Krishnamurti on them. Haha this isn't the first time I tried it I also did it on a friend at work man that fucked up his system he told me everything he said he wasn't planning to tell me after I pulled that moved on him.

Before we left the bill came and my brother was trying to pull a fast one on me he always did that before also. He tried his final attemp to say you need money this and money that. He ask me to pay for dinner. I looked that that bill and fuck it was crazy costly I did one better I told him I will pay for my dinner and he can pay for his own dinner. I pulled out a cash to pay and he pull out his credit card. That was when I couldn't hold myself back any longer and laugh because he was using credit and all that time he was saying making lots of money is what I want in my life. haha. And he said you have to use credit or you are not rich. LOL I almost died when he said that, died from laugher.... He is the next beta for some women to come by and use him like a walking ATM. Oh wait that is right, it is happening to him, his girl friend is doing that to him now haha.

Now I'm home writing this down..., what I've learned today is to pay attention to your own reality do not go in auto pilot mode like most people.

My brother Mrak thinks that because he does his job day in day out for long hours and always doing the same thing repeating himself over and over again every day even when he is at home most likely repeating the same things he does at home each and every day. The same shit cycle like all the other sheeps. But to them they think that is intelligence because they have to use their mind to do those things. Then again, when you're doing something so many times so often it becomes an auto pilot brain power action. Because I know that for a fact I drive in an auto pilot action state. I use very little mind energy when I am doing that task "driving". I told him intelligance isn't about doing the same old task over and over again. It is about how you think in moments that you need to think critically.

I wasn't on auto pilot like I normally would be, before today. Now I saw every moment for what it is and I have a choice to choose what I want; It was a fun moment tonight I felt alive. I think I really used my mind to think critically tonight.

-DeKn-

I felt alive, alive that I am;

The feeling so intense;

The joy, "Love" the emotion,

Love felt good, and alive.

-The crystal dreams-

Twee...

What new social experiment do we have here? A new animal is in the block now, "The Twee..." How is the result from this experiment going to tell us the out-come of events that are all around us. In this reality we call home? The planet earth.

I join this social experiment so I can do a little chaos'ing. Throw a wrench in the experiment soup haha. If you can't beat them why join them either; "Joining them only puts you at the bottom of their feet"

Be that odd ball in the mix of things and throw in some numbers that will make them think. I wonder if (not) like minded people reading this will they understand what I am saying or will they just take this face value.

Tell me what you see?




De_Kn:TheTwitter

The Long Awakening "Year of the Light" 6012A.L.?

** I speak in fiction **

So..., it was one interesting and very meaningful weekend for myself. I was sitting around and suddenly I was hit with the question "Were is our own 'Year of the Light' "? a question pop up in my head.

Did I missed it, or something?

4000 B.C. ago early man saw a new light in the skies... That wasn't there the night before. That was when they called it, the "Year of the Light" So can you imagine being at that time;

6009 years ago,

it was a calm cool night. The wind lightly blew over your exposed skin.

It was a great feeling of soothing cool wind blowing over your skin. Lying on the grassy hill top, taking in deep breath of air, slowly exhaling. Sometime you think you can pick up at least ten different kinds of flower scents mixed into the air you were breathing.

It was very relaxing night lying under a palm tree over looking the valley floor were your home is. Staring at the night skies like you aways did each and every night. For as long as you can remember, taking your first step out your family's house seeing the star for your very frist time. From that day onward you knew something was right. You felt, and knew it. In your heart you were always destine for greatness and you knew it will come soon. You've learn a lot already studying the light from heaven for many years now. Tonight was going to be different tonight was the night that changed everything for yourself.

Your favorite heavenly light would had to been the 'tri-star formation' of light in the heaven. Like aways you spent most of the time studying that particular 'tri-star' formation, tonight was a speical night. Suddenly a bright light flashed from the center of the 'tri-star' that was never there before until tonight. It was that moment everything changed in my life.

2009 A.D. Can we not all feel something, something that no words can describe; it's coming...., the calm before the storm? we are all waiting for our "Year of the Light" I am so excited for what is to come. They did say something about the year 6000 A.L. awhile ago how it was the end of the world coming at 5999 A.L. that midnight rolling over to 6000 A.L. but nothing came no "Year of the light" that year everyone was confused.

So, I've heard or even read about something..., about some light from the centre of the galaxy will be hitting us very soon. Might that be ... our "Year of the Light"? But a lot of signs point YES. So it's now time for us all or...., correction at least the one awake and willing to do it can do so. It was just like then but this time it is now. Now is the time to act. Feel and think 'LIGHT' and the awakening will begin. Be ready or be left behind like the rest...

I've been wondering have any one felt anything?

feeling something calling out there, .... something big .... something you have been waiting for. You've been trainning for this many life times ago and now is the time.

Soon the time will come...

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The world of the matrix is funny I've seen it for what it really is. I saw the code, briefly though; but enough to shock me. Maybe what I've learn is all a lie, my life was just a lie from the day I was born into this matrix. My journey taking the first step has started. I feel like I am reborn again.

My second life.... will be told to me very soon. Slowly unfolding showing me more and more of myself I've never seen before. I never knew I held myself back that much... It was a surprise to myself what I've learn about myself.

The awakening has started, now is the time to ready yourselves for the "Year of the Light" the next step on your very own journey. Time/Space is not the factor anymore. You've move way pass the time/space barrier you're now into something else something greater. Something that you've never thought you would have done a long time ago.

Illuminated,

DeKn:EW

Year of the Light 6012 A.L.

Lifekill Continued:Accelerated Bacterial Evolution

I've to say this has to be one of the most interesting post I've came across from the other blogs I am on go to the link below to the blog that Dante Altair has created. He wrote something that is very interesting and a must read post.

Thanks you, Dante Altair for this wonderful post.... hopefully everyone after reading it post some thoughts about it, I really want to know your input in this I want to see what you see through your own filter.


http://dantealtair.blogspot.com/2009/03/lifekill-continuedaccelerated-bacterial.html


Thanks everyone.

Can We Not ALL get along in this Multi-Universe

** I speak in fiction **

Ok... So "Why can't we all get along in this Multi-Universe?" I mean we have a lot of space not like we are all packed up in a tin can or anything like that with no space at all. So why do we always argue with each other. Like those blog trolls that stirs up trouble for no reason trying to think they are king by disagreeing with everything you say.

Lets examine what does it mean to me when I say by "Multi-Universe". What I'm getting at is that everyone sees the world through their own fixed or adjustable set value they hold dear to themselves so each and everyone of us is really living in there very own universe even though we all live together on this beautiful planet we're still really light years apart from each other in our very own universe.

For example if I told you to look at this picture at the top of this post, and ask you all to give me a meaning to what this picture means to you. I bet you that 99.5% of you will give me a different answer to what this picture really means to them. So when I'm talking about Multi-Universe it is a metaphor that say each person is living in their very own space/time they've created for themselves. They see this world through there filters that has been place over their own eyes. We just happen to be sharing a little space / time together right now on this planet together. We might even bump into each other now and then in our life time but when the time comes we will part from each other heading to where ever we're planning to go.


So now you understand what I mean by "Multi-Universe", you will also get some people that have almost the same thought process like you or I. They will even agree to most of the things you say. But at the end of the day they will still think a bit differently that 0.5% different. Even thought we all have the same common goals in life. The goal "To become something better then what we're taught we could become, or to serach for something that we are missing."

So why is it that everyone has a problem getting along with each other's idea if we know that we do think differently from each other? A great example of this is on a blog you always get a lot of different perspective about a post after the blog author posted something up. Everyone tries to make sense of the new post and comes up with their own version or answer they have for it. But you always get a lot of them fighting over their answer is more right then the next person beside them. They will think whatever they're saying is "RIGHT" to themselves. In reality they're not wrong or right on both matters. Because in their very own Universe(reailty) he/she is right all the time that's what make them king. King of your own realm so I cannot say what I thought is right or wrong, because depending on who is reading my answers at that point my questions will always be right in my eyes. In my very own Universe "I am right" and in your Universe "You're right" there fore we can never agree on anything and can't get along nicely.

Back to my question I was asking before why can't we all get along knowing that we are both right but only in our very own Universe. Because we have to make our ego feel better that is why... It's that simple no crazy advance mathematical function or anything like that. And also that is how those blog trolls keep coming by because they don't understand something very important. They think that only their views of things are right and everyone's else view is WRONG, they cause everyone to disagree and feed off the chaos and make their own ego feel better because they were the one that cause this chaos in the first place. Also thinking that they are a genius for doing so. They are locked in a endless cycle their own ego giving them the illusion of power and control.

Instead of just thinking that you're always right calm this ego down and apply what others have told you to your own mathematical function and make a new function out of the old and new information you were given, make it even better then before. You see sometime that function can be wrong but sometime it can even improve your thought proccess by adding that missing elements into your fuction(equation). You might even adjust the filter you see the world by, after you apply this new function into your equation and make it even better then before. Also it can also be the wrong function maybe wrong for you at this moment in time because you haven't figure out what X is yet. So keep their thoughts in the back of your mind until later. Keep that ego in check for sure. Don't let it get the better of you.

"Mommy, Mommy do I really have an ego please tell me this man say my ego is controling me is that true? Mommy"

So ...,

"Can we all just get along with our Multi-Universe buddies out there ? Please...."

The Balancing of The Books ... Coming Soon... to a planet near you

[What Wesley Casteleyn wrote in one of the post was very interesting, have a read. Thanks You for your enlightening thoughts. We have all forgotten what it was like to live as one with everything in our life. Now the time is coming soon for the balancing of the books. Play as the solution thinker or the problem thinker which will you pick?]

Wesley Casteleyn said...

Obviously there are such things as x-rays, infrared, gamma rays, cosmic rays etc. So yes Ken, I agree with you, for all we know there are many other types of energy fields yet to be discovered. And where there are other forms of energy, you might find other forms of life aswell...What I was trying to point out in my previous post is the following:

-Imagine the times where you had 'primitive' tribes, the times of the shamans. These people tried to live in balance with nature. They saw it as a divine something. And as with all divine creatures, objects, etc there is allways the combination of Respect and Fear towards the creature or object. These people lived by the rules of nature. Not because they were stupid or 'primitive' but because they knew that you have to respect your mother! Nature is what created them, and what has the power to create you, has the power to destroy you!

-I will not, and can not go into detail, but I think everyone on this blog realizes times have changed since then. Humans of today think they are above nature, that they are somehow seperate of it, as if it was something external. We think we are smarter than the force that created all of us in the first place... Our numbers have exploded, our hunger has grown. We have disrupted the energy flow of mother earth and we no longer perform rituals to guide cosmic energy to mother earth, we do not CARE about her.

-So you have the combination of exploding numbers (needing energy) and a change of mentality, effectively destroying the earths energy grid and no more healing rituals.-You think the energy provided to mother earth has changed alot? I don't think so (do I know for sure? Ofcourse not). So if the energy flow reaching earth has stayed the same, and the energy needed by the humans is increased, then earth will have a deficit. We are effectively DRAINING mother earth from her energy. I think this is obvious if you look at the world.

[Pay back is a bitch and she is coming in full force]

-More frequent and more destructive natural disasters is just mother earth trying to keep up... She is desperate, she is dieing. The LIFEKILL plan of the benevolent Illuminati would fit in this aswell. They help mother nature, they do it to save HER and us.I think everything and everyone has a purpose in life. Those who have the time and the intellect will ask themselves, what is my purpose? I have an idea on this, what the purpose is of mankind. And it will be the intelligent next step. Let me elaborate.You know Thesis, Anti-Thesis, and Synthesis. Look back at history, you have thesis: man lives by rules of nature, anthi-thesis: man puts himself above nature (but after some time it becomes obvious that this is foolish), Synthesis: man learns how to use his technology and intelligence in such a way that it stimulates nature to blossom, a life aiming for BALANCE. And if you stimulate that what gives life, if you stimulate the womb from which you crawled, you stimulate yourself. You can allready see the first stages of this. Last 10 years or so, there has been technological 'progress' that tells me people are becoming aware of this idea.When we combine technology with shamanism, than we, and earth, will accelerate in progression! Another way to look at it is, technology (rational, male principle) and shamanism (intuitive, female principle). Combine the 2 and you create something new...

[for sure there is going to be one great LIFEKILL coming soon doesn't it seem like it I don't know about everyone else but you can feel the calm of things before the storm hits just like before a strom the animals are restless and they know someone is coming.]

UPDATES:

If you haven't noticed already I've been updating my older post correcting things that I see more clearly now, with newer experiences on hand.

Credit Score for Kids?

How cute little smiley dinosaurs on my credit report wow never knew kids can get credit scores now..?

"Mommy can I get my credit score those little dino looks so cute I want the smiley t-rex one please....."

can they?

Are they kidding ?? are they treating adults like little kids now. I guess they have to; seeing that the adults don't seem to know what responsibility is all about all they know is borrow money for that, borrow money for this..., and don't worry about paying it back because we don't have to we are adults.
Look at the picture look like if you have a poor credit rating you get a smilely face dino so it is good to be in the bad haha I mean good as in bad or is it bad as in good.

"Mommy, my head is hurting from all the confusing talks make him stop..."

So what have we learn today? if you don't know the meaning of money then you are treated as a little kid when it comes to money management. Hey be glad at least you got some nice cute dino to look at even though your credit score is shit.... who cares the cutie dino will make everything better then before. Or maybe mommy will kiss it better and it will all go away... in a puff of smoke

"Mommy, mommy that man is making fun or me, make him stop mommy please.... please... I love you mommy"

Ownership? Who the Fuck made that shit up?

Owner-ship of things?

Who the fuck made that shit up?

Whoever it is, they are one fucking genius. How the hell do people belief that they ever own anything in their entire life and worst of all they think they can take it to the after life with them holy shit! we have a lot of dumb ass out there for sure.

I remember when I was very young I saw my mom burning some paper that is folded up to look like gold bars and silver bars then she started to burn them. I ask my mom why she was burning those look alike gold bar and silver bar. She told me "It was for our dead ancestors, so they can have money in the after life" Now thinking about this it seems very very dumb to do a thing like that why would someone dead care about money?

So you have it even dead people need ownership of things I guess they need to buy their flying car in the after life; god forbid that they have to walk to where ever they are planning to go.

So the ownership of things, how the hell did it came about? lets see people land on some unclaim land and they name it and BAM! they owned it. So seems like if you put a name on something you own the item just like if you sign a little piece of paper BAM! you suddenly own the shit. Like holy shit we are born into this world having nothing and we will also go having nothing. In the process of our growing up we were taugh that we have to own things, that concept just thinking about it is mind boggling. It hurts my head just to think about it.

The only reason why we were taugh ownerships of things are worth our while is..., it define who we are and rank us in this (another one of those imaginary thing ranking system) ranking system we all have in our mind.

"Look mommy .... I am the very first one to own this new shiny item, now I am one step closer to being an elite"

they say we have to have this to make ourselves look like we are richer and take us one step closer to what the true elite has just because we own this one item. You know what this makes me think about? like those game puzzle pieces collect them all and win big! so keep collecting and own all the shit that an elite has and you will also become an elite once you own all the billions of things you can never ever own in your life time. The status you get the bling bling the head you turn when you walk by someone because you got that bling bling puzzle piece now you are one step closer to becoming a true elite. So this onwership of things is just getting us to keep collecting things we do not need in the first place I mean you will not die if half of what you own right now in front of you just went out the window. So that is how ownership was born to make us work and work to get that all mighty supreme super prize ..... "ELITE title"

YOU CANNOT BUY THAT TITLE ELITE so don't even try it will just drain your energy... but of course you will still try why not it is just a game out there a game of life.

"Here it is your turn to roll the dice now I already moved I bought a house a 401K house beat that!!"

Cheers

Dekn