Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts

16.5.09

Movie Review: Angel's and My Daemons


**I tell no lies~truths and speak no truths~lies**

Here it is, the happy Friday I've been waiting for. Had a wonderful thrilling event last night. Yes, I know I'm wrote this post after midnight, it should be happy Saturday morning and not happy Friday. Any ways lets move onward toward the review of the movie.

Today after work I've decided to go see the opening night movie for today, it would be "Angels and Demons." Interesting induction how they use Friday as an opening night thing for new movies. I like what they are doing.

Today seems longer then any other day I've worked/or slave over~. Everything abou~t~oday was moving so slowly for me.... I felt like I was trapped in a never waking dream. One worst job after the next. How can this be..., I have to say I am having a very bad day for some people in this sheeple land the day I was having would be the all time low for them. This land of de~illusional matter filled, sheeple all over; Taking up space/time/mass matter filled reality this moments. Gaining momentum more and more; For each moment as it pass us by, the passing of time; Shows the labor of us wasting our very own energy in this reality we're in.

The earliest late night showing was starting at 10:00 pm. I hesitated for just a brief moment.., I knew this will put the ending of the movie at around "the next day mark." I felt something within my souls a light of some sort, I have no words to describe it . I took the green light and went after what I imagine within my pathway of thinking to be correct for me.

The well place movie picture poster; The food stand right in front of you, calling to your mouth. That long forgotten taste of the movie~food, I was able to taste it in my mouth.., It is only distance memories in my mind now..., I was lucky tonight I had the strength I needed to resist "The calling for the movie~food." The overpriced/Chemical filled food items can be seen everywhere the eyes are looking. You're either distracted by the movie~food stands covering about 70% of the main entrance. Or get your eye candy fix with bright flashy lights they call "the game~machines" a machine made to entertain the zombie minds with pretty lights and sounds added some other magical affects they call fake challenges. Making the user of the game~machine think he has total control of things. Able to make "war" with the digital creation and become the digital hero at the end. Even with intellect you can still trap the mind by bright flashy lights and loud sounds. We all have our own weakness that has been known to them(something you can never imagine what it is) for awhile now. Flashy lights for some and mind altering thought-noises matter pills for others...

First test subject: #Going up the escalator - 2 female and 1 beta male(trying to fake alpha). First glance, nothing; Out of the ordinary. With a second closer look they were all Asians speaking our home land country language (give you one gust what that country language is?)
... Give? ... up? ... Yet? ...
And their country language isn't english if that is what you where thinking about. Try again... He was a beta and most Asian are beta by the default birth programming they are given to them by their own parents, thinking that those are the right programming and nothing else is more right then what they know. But I've noticed, like most of everyone reading this post knows that you can change the programming and the out come will change that type of person they become. I've know this because I've also change my own programming that is how I know that it works. Know yourself and change what you don't like. Move yourself to your own goals. Beta was him, in front of me playing as if he was an alpha with no alpha body language ever showing at all; Following this true master, the one giving him the order. Orders, he himself gladly will execute for her with no questions asked. No brain output of his own thoughts. Her own thought~war programming was working great.


After that brief escalator ride with our Asian friends buddy, I was off again walking toward theater number 11. I was excited to see the movie, I rushed off passing a few herds of little grouping of sheeple. Almost like little cancer cells about to break apart and spreading their thought~war programming all around. Moving swiftly across the carpeted flood with symbols of fantasy food inked into it. Another great attempt at try to attack our mind with that mental movie~food attack moves of theirs. It Worked great this time; Our three Asian friends; I've heard behind me, the lead female, order the so call alpha wanna~be to get them some pop corn and a drinks, I over heard them in their country language telling him that they want something to drink and eat now they changed their mind. The fake alpha wanna~be ran pass me to the escalator going down to the movie~food stand area.
When I got to my seat I've notice I had about 23 minute to kill before the film started.
Hearing the many herd of interactions all around the room was funny. I was able to pick up different voices all around me. A group of female laughing at my right side. I was able to separate many different herds of sheeple conversations to who they are talking to, There little herd sheeple grouping. For the very first time it was never just one big jumbo up thought-noise anymore for me. Now I am able to hear many different little thought-noises mixed together that for an untrain ear will just be one big thought-noise, also I'm able to put together all those noises to form a big jumbo~up new thought-noise if I wanted to. The room was alive; alive with life we can call it. Ready to eat up the willing and wanting... I would have to say it was a very interesting night of close up encounter of a third kind. Once the movie started all the eyes conecting to the brain were pull toward the screen giving up their personal energy level for the love of their eye candy fixes they got during the duration of the movie.

The movie was great! lots of hidden messages and many hidden in plain sight events and happenings.

I had a great time watching the many different herds of sheeples interacting(trying to, at best). giving this review a two thumbs up. Time I head off to a friends birthday party and laugh it up and kicking some shit back. -Enjoy- 'til we meet again..

~DeKn:Five.Out.Of.Five-

10.5.09

Thought Is Life, But...?


**I speak no truths and tell no lies**

Life as we know it; Life that we call ourselves(Me), started off as a thought first. If it wasn't for the thought, you won't exist. Existence is: Knowing you're alive and having consciousness of your surrounding.
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Yes I didn't say that as a mistake, a mis-understatement, or any other non-sense at all. I meant what I said above.

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First, came the thought. With the thought came the meaning of "life." Also consciousness of your surrounding.

What that means is: Everyone's personal desires(value) on "What 'LIFE' means to themselves." The last is thought itself, it lets you alter your reality.

If you have no thoughts you have no concept of life. Having no concept of life means you have no thoughts and with non-thoughts that will only lead you down one road(Death). The reason for this is; Without thought, we would not have life or what life means to us in our own concept. All the knowledge we've learned during our own growth was taught to us. Therefore


Consider reading "Thoughts Of Noise" and/or "Thought-Noises" blog post, if you're not sure what I was explaining to you in the above sentences about the meaning of all thought-noise in your life has been taught to us. We only formulated new concept and meanings from all the different and many thought-noise we encounter each and every day. Most of those noises are filtered out before it even reaches our pathway of thinking. But the important ones (thought-noises that you agree to) are let into our pathway of thinking to be re-define as one of your very own meaning of existence of life.
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I've notice those few pass days, things isn't the same anymore for myself; Things look different out of place for some odd reason. They lost their eye candy affects on me. I am finally able to see a bit clearer now. My own journey my very own meaning of life has finally been fulfilled; My expectation that I've always wanted I've finally achieved.
I've been studying things a bit closely lately seeing things very differently. During my traveling all about, town to town; All around and back. I've discovered something that brought me this wonderful emotion I've been feeling. The joy of this feeling is amazing, I do not have words to describe my joyful rushing of emotions. The greatest natural high, one can achieve. I've done it, I've found another part of the meaning to my "life" for myself. That is where all those great emotions are coming from. The fun and joyful emotions. Let it flow...
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It was one of my many, bits of little meanings(answers) of life for myself. That above meaning is my most current event that is happening to me, in my life that gave me more insight about my own personal answer I wanted to know about for awhile now. All of us I don't care if you're a sheeple, cow, dick, beta, gama, or a dead(ok, hold a second maybe "not dead" instead?) each and everyone has goals even if you have no intelligence you still have goals like a great example of what the goals of a tree is: "To Survive, and To Breed" The tree is acting on those goals to live. When any time the tree stop any one of those goals, they will die, some death are slower then others... But the end result is with no thought there won't be life. Thought bring forth life. Consciousness bring forth meaning of "life" that will transform into a higher meaning of life for each and everyone out there.


Everything has goals in this matter, space, time filled reality we all call home.

I can say this than, by having consciousness you will have life because you where taught what life means and you. You brought that into your very own world, making it forever your own thoughts now. Even though we all know that thought-noises are not your ideas to begin with. But having your own meaning of thought-noise you brought yourself into this reality to live. This is just one part of a two part story here. But the noise coming out of you also continue onward to others or affecting the bigger picture. Once you pass this matter, space, time filled reality you enter a whole new reality that is pure energy(light). But that is another topic for another time. We are not ready to know that answer yet.. I hate to say it but "You're not ready yet." But the time will come soon, I can feel it in my heart.
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Lets take us to the other side of the coin now...
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Search and you will find it...,




-DeKn:Dr.Jekyll-

23.3.09

We Got the Pill to Fix that Problem of Yours...


[Oh wow, look what I've came across today they have anti-depression pill for kids now... What the fuck do kids need anti-depression pills. How the hell did that happen kids getting depress. I remember when I was a kid it was so care free and just having fun all the time nothing to worry about. How on earth is kids now a days have depression is the grand plan working over time again? They are finally able to make kids think they have depression and need this drug that does more harm then good. People need to find the cause of the problem, by knowing the "how is this happening to kids" when they should have a care free life nothing to worry about no bills no nothing but just play and have fun and be a kid. But sadly to say we just want the quick fix because daddy and mommy don't care about finding the answer, they are too busy to take care of their own kids. They just want a pill to fix everything. Isn't that what we are thought in this world a pill will fix all your needs. How beautiful is that.. a pill to fix everything....

Do they make a pill to fix my money problem haha .. I will buy that haha]


Depression pill OK'd for kids but probe goes on
By Ransdell Pierson, Reuters

NEW YORK (Reuters) - Just weeks after prosecutors accused Forest Laboratories Inc of illegally marketing its anti-depressants Celexa and Lexapro to children and paying pediatricians kickbacks, U.S. health regulators have approved Lexapro for depression in kids.
Forest said Lexapro, its biggest product with annual sales of more than $2 billion, was approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration to treat major depressive disorder in adolescents aged 12 to 17 and as a maintenance therapy, meaning to maintain control of symptoms. It is already approved for adults.
But federal prosecutors have said that Lexapro and Celexa have long been used improperly to treat depression in children.
On February 25, after a five-year probe, the U.S. Justice Department accused Forest of wrongly attempting to sway pediatricians to prescribe Celexa and Lexapro, including inducements like spa visits, fishing trips and tickets to sporting events and Broadway shows. Neither drug had been approved for kids until Lexapro won the FDA's nod on Friday.
The federal complaint accused Forest of pushing aside a study showing that Celexa was ineffective for pediatric use and instead urging its sales staff to promote a second, more positive study.
The FDA on Friday approved Lexapro's use for adolescents based on favorable results in two clinical trials, one involving adolescents taking Lexapro and another involving children and adolescents taking chemically similar Celexa, Forest said.
But effectiveness was not shown in another pair of studies, Forest said, one a Lexapro trial involving patients aged 7 to 17 and the other a study of Celexa in adolescents.
Moreover, the company said on Friday that Lexapro's ability to maintain control of symptoms in adolescents had not been demonstrated.
But the FDA concluded that maintenance efficacy can be "extrapolated" from adult data and from comparisons of how Lexapro is absorbed among adults and adolescents, Forest said.
"A lot of these kinds of trials are not successful because it's very difficult to do depression studies," said Forest spokesman Frank Murdolo.
"But we have two studies that were successful" and will provide patients another treatment option, Murdolo said.
Lexapro, the 15th biggest drug in the United States by sales, is a derivative of Celexa, an older product that was once a blockbuster treatment but is now widely sold by generic drugmakers.
The FDA had approved Celexa to treat adult depression but declined to approve it for children.
The federal prosecutors, based in Massachusetts, last month said Celexa was no more effective than a placebo when taken by children or teenagers, and that more patients taking Celexa reported suicidal thoughts or attempted suicide.
They alleged that federal health care programs have paid "thousands of false and fraudulent claims for Celexa and Lexapro prescriptions that were not covered for off-label pediatric use and/or were ineligible for payment as a result of illegal kickbacks paid by Forest."
New York-based Forest said depression affects about 2 million adolescents in the United States and that Lexapro is only the second anti-depressant approved for such younger patients.

12.3.09

The old saying... "The Pen is Mightier then the Sword"




** I speak in fiction **


We've been saying "Is the Pen mightier then the Sword" I know you think this is another post about the old saying... But you might be a little surprise for this post, is like NO other post you've seen before. And if you have seen it before then I would love to hear your inputs on this subject matter with me then.

"Share some of your lights with me..."

My question for tonight isn't about "Is the Pen Mightier Then the Sword?"

No it isn't about that topic, but it is about "Who is the sword?"
"How did it come about"

One day, I thought about how did the sword came about ...

My impressions of the sword is "the people around us looking at this post" Are you still with me here?

"We the People" is the sword for the elites. They hold the pen and we hold the sword. Don't you all see that?

Wake up and look around you..., see the truth... look at our culture. See how the smart is always the bad guys.
We love fighting
Death in a lot of things
Gore and lots of it
We The People = fighting is Smarter / thinking is Weak
The list goes on, but you can see it for what it is...

It is the trainning manual for how to make "We The People" into the sword for the mighty. There is always only the choice of on/off I/O Open/Close Full/EmptyFarmer/Cow
That is also how the elite see things you're either with the Earth or you are with the Humons
That could be why the road to Elitism is so hard. They want to make sure you really want what you wish for. So they made it hard to get there, but when you do...; Everything is but just a dream away, now.

Every journey will take you to new places that is only if and only if you want to go. No one can ever tell you what to do, but they can give you hints on things to do. Like me posting this article for your reading pleasure and enjoyment. I am only giving you hints on what to think about...? But, it's still up to you to take it.

We go to war for the elite look at the wars we are in now... there is many throughout the world everywhere if you think about it. Not just the major ones you..., you know the ones that is getting the most TV coverage right now is the biggest ones. So watch for TV for the upcoming events. What can that be? Anyone want to Guess? Chem trail? (nah can't be that it's just too easy..., nah can't be) Something is happening just open your eyes wide and you will see everything for the truth.

We are the robots that works for them, in the factory call a job. Like the sword that works for the sword master. See it now?

"The Sword is Mightier then the Pen!"

:)

DeKn:TheElitism

p.s. Don't give up you still have some ways to go but you will get there if you hang onto your dreams. Be the controller of your dreams don't let the dreams control you.

11.3.09

When Houses Can Kill... What will they think of next?


[Now your house that you bought at the housing boom might be killing you, aren't you happy about that. Isn't this an irony you bought this house when the housing boom happened but now you're dying in it because the house builder wanted to make the most profit out of their house they are selling you they used cheap drywall from China. So instead of buying material locally that cost more they went and bought it from China. So your house is really worthless now. Read it for yourself news report below.]
Toxic Chinese drywall accused for health problems in Canada, U.S.

VANCOUVER — Homeowners from several communities in B.C.'s Lower Mainland have joined the flood of callers to a U.S. consumer group investigating Chinese drywall that has allegedly begun to sicken North Americans.
Thomas Martin, president of America's Watchdog, says that in the past two weeks about a dozen Lower Mainland callers have all reported experiencing the same nose bleeds, breathing problems and allergy-type symptoms that have affected homeowners across the U.S.
Continued exposure could result in severe health problems, the group says.
"This type of drywall was produced with materials that emit toxic hydrogen sulphide gas and other sulphide gases," says a copy of one home inspection report obtained Canwest News Service on an affected Florida home where Chinese drywall was installed. "These sulphide gases are also alleged to cause serious health conditions and illnesses, such as shortness of breath, dizziness, headaches, fatigue, insomnia, eye irritations and respiratory difficulties."
"It's scary, it's a nightmare. We think we are looking at the worst case of sick houses in U.S. history," Martin said.
"I'd liken it to the problems you find in a meth house (where an illegal lab has been operating)," he said. "If you have had any experience with a meth house, you know it will have to be bulldozed. Like in a meth house, the emissions permeate everything, the two-by-fours, the trusses, the fabric in your furniture, your clothes."
The U.S. Consumer Product Safety Commission said last week it was investigating complaints about the Chinese-made drywall.
All houses affected have shown a common symptom — blackened, scorched wiring behind switch plates and wall plugs — and, coupled with homeowner health symptoms, that's allowed research to proceed, Martin said.
Martin said the group has also fielded calls from worried Canadians who bought property south of the border when the Canadian dollar was high.
The drywall in question was imported from China between 2001 and 2007. According to Martin's research, at least 929,000 square metres were imported through Vancouver between 2001 and 2006, all bound for Canadian destinations.
So far, research shows some appears to have landed on the Prairies, some in Toronto, he said.
One possibility is that the Chinese drywall was made using gypsum that was first used in slurry containing carcinogens to de-sulphur coal.
Chemicals remaining in the wallboard are sufficiently toxic that as few as three sheets of drywall may be enough to contaminate a home to the point it may require bulldozing, Martin says.
The difficulty for inspectors is that walls may have been built with drywall from as many as four sources — so simply pulling one clean sample is no guarantee of safety.
Martin said supplies in the U.S. can be tracked where they were used by licensed builders and insurance may pay for the damages. But anyone using small firms or paying for renovations under the table will be difficult to find and help.
Few Canadian labour or industry officials are aware of the issue.
Tiziana Baccega, public relations manager for Home Depot in Canada, said the chain has never sold Chinese-made drywall in any of its Canadian or U.S. outlets.
Other major suppliers and retailers could not be reached.
Several lawsuits, including one by a group of Florida homeowners, have been filed against German drywall maker Knauf Gips KG, its Chinese plasterboard units and several U.S. home builders.

4.3.09

The Balancing of The Books ... Coming Soon... to a planet near you


[What Wesley Casteleyn wrote in one of the post was very interesting, have a read. Thanks You for your enlightening thoughts. We have all forgotten what it was like to live as one with everything in our life. Now the time is coming soon for the balancing of the books. Play as the solution thinker or the problem thinker which will you pick?]




Obviously there are such things as x-rays, infrared, gamma rays, cosmic rays etc. So yes Ken, I agree with you, for all we know there are many other types of energy fields yet to be discovered. And where there are other forms of energy, you might find other forms of life aswell...What I was trying to point out in my previous post is the following:


-Imagine the times where you had 'primitive' tribes, the times of the shamans. These people tried to live in balance with nature. They saw it as a divine something. And as with all divine creatures, objects, etc there is allways the combination of Respect and Fear towards the creature or object. These people lived by the rules of nature. Not because they were stupid or 'primitive' but because they knew that you have to respect your mother! Nature is what created them, and what has the power to create you, has the power to destroy you!


-I will not, and can not go into detail, but I think everyone on this blog realizes times have changed since then. Humans of today think they are above nature, that they are somehow seperate of it, as if it was something external. We think we are smarter than the force that created all of us in the first place... Our numbers have exploded, our hunger has grown. We have disrupted the energy flow of mother earth and we no longer perform rituals to guide cosmic energy to mother earth, we do not CARE about her.


-So you have the combination of exploding numbers (needing energy) and a change of mentality, effectively destroying the earths energy grid and no more healing rituals.-You think the energy provided to mother earth has changed alot? I don't think so (do I know for sure? Ofcourse not). So if the energy flow reaching earth has stayed the same, and the energy needed by the humans is increased, then earth will have a deficit. We are effectively DRAINING mother earth from her energy. I think this is obvious if you look at the world.


[Pay back is a bitch and she is coming in full force]


-More frequent and more destructive natural disasters is just mother earth trying to keep up... She is desperate, she is dieing. The LIFEKILL plan of the benevolent Illuminati would fit in this aswell. They help mother nature, they do it to save HER and us.I think everything and everyone has a purpose in life. Those who have the time and the intellect will ask themselves, what is my purpose? I have an idea on this, what the purpose is of mankind. And it will be the intelligent next step. Let me elaborate.You know Thesis, Anti-Thesis, and Synthesis. Look back at history, you have thesis: man lives by rules of nature, anthi-thesis: man puts himself above nature (but after some time it becomes obvious that this is foolish), Synthesis: man learns how to use his technology and intelligence in such a way that it stimulates nature to blossom, a life aiming for BALANCE. And if you stimulate that what gives life, if you stimulate the womb from which you crawled, you stimulate yourself. You can allready see the first stages of this. Last 10 years or so, there has been technological 'progress' that tells me people are becoming aware of this idea.When we combine technology with shamanism, than we, and earth, will accelerate in progression! Another way to look at it is, technology (rational, male principle) and shamanism (intuitive, female principle). Combine the 2 and you create something new...


[for sure there is going to be one great LIFEKILL coming soon doesn't it seem like it I don't know about everyone else but you can feel the calm of things before the storm hits just like before a strom the animals are restless and they know someone is coming.]