On a Desert Island by Myself Sometime...

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Some days it seems like I am the only one on this planet that sees things the way it is.

Isolated from everyone else even though I live in a big city with over 3 million people in it. My thought proccess is just too different from the rest of them I see them all as just a herd of animals following their herder's masters command. They are locked in their own very small dream like worlds, changing from day to day.

I've been awaken recently at least I am more awake now then before even though I thought I was awaken a few years back I was so wrong. I fell into the same trap a cycle it seems like, that kept me going around and around in the same circle just with new scenery but always the same old.
In the last month I've found my calling and have been awaken to see what this world (earth) is all about. It is truthly a wonderful place that most of the human on earth cannot see pass what their little dream world wants them to see, created by their very O.W.N (reverse own and what do you get?) free will. Thanks to this one amazing person I've encounter in my journey of awakening (You know who you are and thank you again DJHives) It feels very strange being awake sometime it seems like it is easier to just go back to my dreams in my dream world where I would be safe. The fear to step out of the warm water and into the cold water. But that would just make me dodge my own responsibility as an intelligence person. Without my responsibility and intellect what will I be...? Just an animals and nothing more. (and if you are an animal then you are no better then all the rest of the other animal you are only good for one thing food on my dinner plate) I'm going to take myself to places I was meant to go, maybe not now but soon pushing myself forward each time jumping into the cold water.

This journey I've been on so far have brought me to see a lot of interesting things, feel a lot of different emotions and what I am truely am inside. I might even find others on the way there that I can exchange knowledge for knowledge. A bright road has been lit up for me to follow I just have to watch for the light in the distance to head to and find what I am looking for......
This is going to be fun, the things coming soon in coming days, months, and years.... will be very interesting indeed.

"Remember all good things must come to an end, and something new will grow forth from which has ended ,life can only grow from death."

Life, then death, than reborn again.

DeKn:forever greatful for your help